Julia Ross
The story starts with a broken heart
And you said:
“Honey, fall apart… and I’ll fix you”
Me... drunk on you, high on us
Didn't see it coming
Funny how things turn around
(pre)
Now I pray...
Pray for sleep every second of the day..... Cause
(chorus)
It only hurts when I'm awake
Wanna sleep all day and night
Gotta drink you off my mind
This hell is mine to pay
Only hurts when I'm awake
Always lost inside a buzz
Take me back to who I was
To love was my mistake
It only hurts when I'm a'
It only hurts when I'm a'
It only hurts when I'm awake
Where we slept, now an… empty bed
Like a death, suddenly you left and didn’t take me
It’s not real and I hate how I feel
Joke’s on me
Sick of crying myself to sleep
Chorus
(bridge)
I gave you my all
And you threw it back
That’s how love goes, they said it
You gave up, fate wasn’t enough
How could I know, you’d do this
Stuck in a place where my heart’s frozen
I lie awake with eyes wide open
Chorus
Piano and Mellotron: Adam Watts
Strings and Mellotron: Gannin Arnold
You see… We don't make sense on paper
You're heavy like a stone and I'm easy weather
Two sided like a bone meant for wishing
Break us apart
And maybe one ends up winning
You put the “i” in belief
I put the “y” in everything
There's something missing
Why hold onto the inevitable darling
(Chorus)
Let's leave each other together
A beautiful ending begins
Let's leave each other forever
Give all we had to the wind
My other life has been calling
Your life is happy at home
Let's leave each other together
Together forever together forever
You're the sun, I'm the moon
And when I light up the night
All we got is the whole world in between us
You're on your side
And you forgot about mine
Out of sight out of mind…
I’m crashing in places you never see
You’re building an army that doesn’t need me
Go fight for a heart that just beats for you darling
Chorus
"I’m crashing in places you never see
You’re building an army that doesn’t need me
Go fight for a heart that just beats for you darling..."
Balloon
I wanna float away with you
A little fire to make us move
I think you know the reason why
We gotta fly… we gotta fly
We gotta fly… we gotta try
Balloon
I wanna float up on the weather with you
And if we fight we’ll have to prove
That we can leave the clouds behind
We gotta try… we gotta try
We gotta try… we gotta fly
(chorus)
We’ll never come down
Never come down, never come down
No shutting me out, shutting me out, shutting me out
And if we fight there won’t be anywhere to run
No we can’t run away
Won’t turn it around, turn it around
Turn it around
The only way out is to hit the ground
So baby if you jump, no parachute
Just know that i love you
Balloon
It’ll be the sky and me and you
We’ll wave goodbye to our issues
We’ll call it rain if one of us cries
So get my high, take me higher
Make me high
C’mon we’ll leave all this madness behind
Chorus
(bridge)
Here's the sad sad truth
If you're not coming with me
I'm still leaving without you
Chorus
Piano, Drums, Percussion and Mellotron: Adam Watts
Guitars, Bass and Mellotron: Gannin Arnold
Theres lies on the pillow case where you rest your head
How the hell can you sleep easy when theres a devil in your bed
You’d die to keep me here but
you won’t admit we're a little bit rusted
run your fingers through my hair and you tell me
Life was never fair until you found me
(chorus)
stop, just love me like I’m never coming home
I wanna feel it , I wanna feel it
heat me up, baby melt my bones
Gods been calling but I tell him im not home
I wanna feel it , I wanna feel it
heat me up baby melt my bones
your sweet , you’re a angel but thats not what I need
you’re hoping you can keep me by falling on your knees
congratulations are in order
we survived another day without living
you’re hands are on my skin but I’m dreaming
your words are in the air but i don’t hear them
Feeling old, but I know I’m young
Still waters, gonna make me run
Even a name change
Is just a rearranging of the letters in the word love
How cold do you think I am
The more you scream and yell
The less you’ll understand
This is a game change
Not just a rearranging of the letters in the word love
(chorus)
I’m sorry, I’m sorry
I’m a cold blooded girl
I counted three… two… one
Then I blew up your world
I’m not a criminal mind
But I think like one does
And when you look for my heart
It’s not where you thought it was
I’m like a switch and I’m shutting off
I’m not a bitch and I’m not the law
You can do whatever you want
And I’ll do what I want to
And when it’s all said and done
You know I’m still gonna love you
Chorus
(bridge)
God won’t save me
No one to be but the selfish you’re hating
No place like home
My stomach’s turning
And my house is burning
And nobody’s putting it out
Chorus
Drums, Percussion and Mellotron: Adam Watts
Guitars, Cumbus, Dobro, Bass, Mellotron and Moog: Gannin Arnold
I've been strung out in the rain
I've been taking pills and moonshine
And if anybody asks I'm fine
But I'm not alright
All I wanted was some love
But that river done dried up
Baby could you make a house call
Come stay the night
(Pre)
Feeling sick, feeling tired
Feel my pulse, I'm a real live wire
Help now don't make me beg
Before the devil come
And take my breath away
(Chorus)
Come on take all the pain away
Be the cure to my yesterdays
Do whatever you can
Be my medicine man
I won't question a thing you do
Fill me up with that drug that's you
Feel so safe in your hands
Be my medicine man
Be my medicine man
I don't wanna wake the sun
Just gonna lay here with the blinds closed
I got the blues low that I can't get high
I've been craving you like Mmm Mmm Mmm
We doing things my daddy wouldn't like
And that's quite alright
Pre Chorus
Chorus
Piano, Drums and Percussion: Adam Watts
Guitars, Bass, Hype and Mellotron: Gannin Arnold
I should speak honesty, but I lie
You would leave if you could read my mind
(pre)
When I lie next to you I can’t shut off my mind
Hold my breath while you breathe
The same thing every night
Who will be first to go
(chorus)
The morning after
We’ll be actors
I’ll be pleading insanity
Faking rapture
Love’s disaster
The story of you and me
The truth will never work
Somebody’s getting hurt
Over and over again
We’re just actors
Actors... Actors… Actors... Actors
Fate writes the script, learn the lines, follow it
We play the scene, but we don’t give a shit
(pre)
I feel stuck, you’re confused
Only see black and white
I shoot first then regret
I choose fight over flight
Fall asleep to forget
Chorus
(bridge)
It’ll never last, every movie ends
After the final kiss
I’m playing house, you’re playing God
Who can live like this
We’re better off, deep in a role
That we can hide in
It’s not a lie, if we believe it
Chorus
The morning after
We’ll be actors
I’ll be pleading insanity
Faking rapture
Love’s disaster
The story of you and me
The truth will never work
Somebody’s getting hurt
Over and over again
We’re just actors
Actors... Actors… Actors... Actors...
Piano, Strings, Moog and Mellotron: Adam Watts
Mellotron: Gannin Arnold
Red lips, little black dress, heels to the floor
Such a wonderful mess, she’s an unlocked door
Every inch of her is fighting for her life
But she doesn’t wanna know the reasons why
(pre)
So she bites her lip and shuts her eyes
Then she turns it off
This is how it is, the room starts to spin
And she spins along
(chorus)
Then she gets too drunk to drive
Finds a body for the night
She’s gotta feel that perfect sin
Get that sweet medicine
Before the gin wears off
She’ll let the dancing hypnotize
Tomorrow all in knots
And her body does the crime
Before the sun has a chance to rise
On her F’d up paradise
Next day new face can’t look him in the eye
Cigarettes in a strange room then it’s goodbye
Push it down, block it out now, no regrets
The mind buries what the heart can’t quite forget
Pre Chorus
Chorus
(bridge)
It’s what I want leave me alone
I like it when I’m lost
I got a savior in a glass
The ice is getting hot
It’s when a life feels like a death
And nothing’s all you’ve got
It’s when a fall is coming soon
That the bottom races up to meet you
Chorus
The night makes promises it could never keep. Paradise found is paradise lost.
Piano, Drums, Percussion, Mellotron: Adam Watts
Guitars, Bass, Mellotron, Moog: Gannin Arnold
It’s not because you were gone that I’m leaving
It’s because you were here that I stayed
When I said you were wrong, I was lying
It’s the voice in my head that’s to blame
(pre)
And this is what wakes me up in the middle of the night
(chorus)
Everybody's got their reasons
Hundred thousand demons
Tryin' to keep those ghosts away
If your head’s above the water
Pain will make you stronger
Trying to keep those ghosts away
Here we are… Under the stars
Trying to find the meaning of it all
Everybody's got their reasons
Hundred thousand demons
Tryin' to keep those ghosts away
Something broke in my head, and I’m bleeding
I didn’t follow the signs, now I’m lost
And when I’m haunted at night, am I dreaming
If the sun doesn’t rise can I call
And will you answer me at all
(pre)
And this is what wakes me up
In the middle of the night
Chorus
(bridge)
My urge to leave when I should stay
My tendency to push until it breaks
Your drunken truth keeps me awake
The morning after every word erased
Every word erased
Every word erased
Every word… every word
Every word
Chorus
Drums, Mellotron: Adam Watts
Guitars, Piano, Bass, Mellotron: Gannin Arnold
I don’t really wanna go
I don’t really wanna know
What I’m thinking
When am I leaving ?
So I’m biting on my nails
While I’m counting all my fails
Can I start drinking?
When am I leaving?
Oh no… take me out and leave me out
So I can drown in wine
Dream on… being irresponsible
But following close behind, is that...
(chorus)
Black Bear
I know you’re out there
Im trying not to not care
but you keep on scratching at my back door
Black Bear
you got that cold stare
you want me to stay scared
so you keep on scratching at my back door
Now I wanna start a fight
But I never win ‘em 'cause you're right
I’ll get out my gun
If it means that you’ll run
Can I be left alone?
If you want a happy home
Then I just need air
Don’t think I don’t care
Chorus
(bridge)
I’ve got my rhythm now
And I can’t make it change
Get on my wave or be my sky we’ll fly away
You’re calling me out
It’s chasing me down
I’m hearing the sound of that black bear
Chorus
Julia had a dream. Bears gave chase.
Drums, Percussion, Mellotron: Adam Watts
Guitars, Piano, Bass, Mellotron, Moog: Gannin Arnold
She burns a candle for forgiveness
And then she blows the light away
Lit by a streetlight she’s in business
The wilted flower sells her pain
(pre-chorus)
Where I stand where I fall
Yeah, it’s all the same
I’m the the killer, the victim and I’m the saint
None of us are safe
(chorus)
There’s monsters in my head
There’s monsters in my bed
There’s monsters in the room tonight
Laughing at the sun as it sets
I curse them, on my knees
It’s my blood that they bleed
There’s monsters in the room tonight
Everyone of them looks like me
You see him screaming at the traffic
Fighting invisible enemies
He’s only dark the blackest magic
Forgot the things that he used to be
(pre-chorus)
Where he stands, where he falls
It’s all the same
He’s the killer, the victim and he’s the saint
None of us are safe
Chorus
(bridge)
I shut my eyes and I hold tight
Repeat the words it’ll be alright…
It’ll be all alright… alright
Like a wave from an earthquake
Everything falls and pulls me under
Till I’m breathlessly wide awake
When I feels like it’s the end
Suddenly all my fears become my friends
Chorus
"There’s monsters in my head
There’s monsters in my bed
There’s monsters in the room tonight
Laughing at the sun as it sets
I curse them, on my knees
It’s my blood that they bleed
There’s monsters in the room tonight
Everyone of them looks like me"
Gannin Arnold - Moog, Korg, Mellotron, Bass, Live Piano
Adam Watts - Drums, Percussion
You're my honey cloud
So gold along my skyline
You're my honey cloud
So lucky to call you mine
Ooh... will you take me
On a flight above the storm
To a sky beyond the norm
We can glide amongst the birds
Flying south for the winter
(chorus)
Sweet, sweet rain is falling over me
I need you now… my honey cloud
Sweet, sweet rain is falling over me
I need you now… my honey cloud
You're my honey cloud
Bright diamonds in my sunshine
You're my honey cloud
Sending shivers right up my spine
Ooh.. Will you show me
Colors beyond my eyes
Darkness beyond the night
The truth behind the lies
That we both hide together
Chorus
(bridge)
And I float like a feather in your weather
And I breathe in your air
Just like it's mine
Like it's mine, like it's mine
Chorus
Piano, Drums, Percussion and Mellotron: Adam Watts
Guitars, Cumbus, Bass and Mellotron: Gannin Arnold
You better watch your back
‘Cause I’m thief
And I’m gonna steal your heart
Heart… heart…
You’ll never get it back
Better believe it
I’ll tear your world apart
And take you far… far
We’re never coming back
(Chorus)
When you can’t believe your eyes
And you’re bnegging on your knees
When everything you had is gone
You’re crying to a gypsy song
You fell in love with a thief
You fell in love with a thief
You fell in love with a thief
Thief… thief
You better hold your tongue
There’s nothing left to say here
‘Cause what you have is mine
Mine… mine…
And when you turn around
My hnds relieve you
Of your vital signs
You’ll think you’ve lost your mind
Chorus
(bridge)
Who can you trust
When the one you love
Has shifty eyes
What can you do
When the one you want
Has robbed you blind
When everything you had is gone
You’re crying to a gypsy song
You fell in love with a thief
Solo
We’re never coming back…
Piano, Drums, Percussion: Adam Watts
Guitars, Cumbus, Bass and Mellotron: Gannin Arnold
All I wanna do is kiss you
But all I ever do is trick you
Tell me why
Tell me why
Do i have to be this way
All I wanna do is move with you
But you only wanna dance to sad tunes
Lead you on , turn you off
Why
Do I have to be this way
La La La La
(chorus)
I’ll be losing my mind
While you find it, while you’re calling me out
Out of these castles where I hide
You keep falling in love with these dragons of mine
I wanna fly high like above you
Take on the wind like birds do
I know why
I know why
You love me on those days
Then all you wanna do is fix me
But you gotta learn to leave me
In my sky
You don’t know why
I love being this way
Chorus
Piano, Drums, Percussion and Mellotron: Adam Watts
Guitars, Acoustic Guitar Solo, Bass and Mellotron: Gannin Arnold
I broke your heart
And then I held your hand
Because I love ya, I love ya
I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't love ya
Can't make up my mind
Stole your rhythm just to have my dance
Because I want ya, I want ya
I don't, don't, I don't want ya
(pre)
Thought I had my mind made up
Thought I had my mind made up
Thought I had my mind made up
Thought I had my mind made up
(Chorus)
'Cause I want you to stay
You're the habit I break
But that's the way I do
Because I love you, don't love you
Don't mean to leave you this way
But that's the way that I play
You better get out and soon
Because I love you
Don't love you don't love you
I stop your heart
And then I shock it back
Because I love ya, I love ya
I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't love ya
Pre Chorus
Chorus
Pre Chorus
Chorus
Drums, Percussion and Mellotron: Adam Watts
Guitars, Bass, Piano and Mellotron: Gannin Arnold
Step down
I'm feeling you now
Don't like the way
You've been looking at me
Claws out
Ready or not
You're getting vicious
And I want you to leave
You see the way to the top
But not so fast
I got my eyes on you honey
You can't do that
Step down
Are you feeling me now
Are you feeling me now
(pre)
Ooh Ooh Ooh Oooh
You really fuel my fire
Ooh Ooh Ooh Oooh
You know you're tripping that wire
Ooh Ooh Ooh Oooh
I know you think you got the jump on me
You got the jump on me
You think you got the jump on me
(chorus)
Cat games, cat games you can't get me to play
Cat games, cat games just get back in your cage
Cat games, cat games you're always in the way
I must say... I want you in your cage
Ahh Ooh… Ahh Ooh…
This is my town
You don't own the ground
You're only here 'cause I let you be
Wrong turn you belong at home
Don't underestimate me
I got my eyes on you girl
Get off my track
I think I know who you are
And it gets me bad
My town you don't own the gourd
You don't own it
Chorus
(bridge)
Ooh Ooh Ooh Oooh
I know you think you got the jump
Ooh Ooh Ooh Oooh
But I think you jumped the gun
Ooh Ooh Ooh Oooh
(pre)
I know you think you got the jump on me
You got the jump on me
You think you got the jump on me
Chorus
Hearts are beating
Rhythm breathing
Hear the primal cry
The way you hide
It makes me wanna
Make you mine
(pre)
Ooo oo oo… King of my jungle
Ooo oo oo… King of my jungle
(chorus)
I've seen a leopard turn into a butterfly
But there's no power on this earth
Like you and I
You're my Lion, Lion, Lion
I’ve fallen under pressure
Hunt me down
But hold me first
You'll be my oasis
Ya you'll quench my every thirst
Pre-Chorus
Chorus
I want it, I need it
I crossed the desert to get it
I crave it, I feel it
Traveled the world to get it
I want it, I need it
You’ll never let me forget it
Chorus
(chorus repeat)
I've danced with the devil, that's a different kind of bliss
I've kissed an angel but it's nothing close to this
You're my Lion, Lion, Lion
"King of my jungle...
I've seen a leopard turn into a butterfly
But there's no power on this earth
Like you and I
You're my Lion"
Drums, Percussion & Programming: Adam Watts
Guitars & Programming: Gannin Arnold
"Switch me on.... like a live wire..."
Adam Watts: Drums & Programming
Gannin Arnold: All Guitars & Programming
Eric Gorfain: Stroh Violin